I don't care with my life!

Wala na ko'y gana moskwela, wala na pod ko'y gana magtu-on, wala na pod ko'y gana makat-on, sige lang ko gahagbong ug gikapoy nako aning kinabuhi-a. It's better to die rather than to live. I'm such a failure guy! My life is nothingless and I'm Mr. Lonely and I had nobody else and it is hardest to do that what I'm going to do